Kiddish

Had two shifts last Saturday, 2pm-10pm and 10pm-6am. I was not able to go home because of my 8:30am live report for Oplan: Kaligtasan Undas 2009 and ANC's Dateline at 12 noon. Arrived from live point in Calamba Cemetery to the Station at around 2pm. It was the only time I had breakfast and lunch. After that I rested and wrote my scripts for the local newscast on Monday. Then decided to stay still in station (my clock while still writing this: 9:30pm) because I'm afraid to come home. So lonely in there. Well, I watched Mulan and it suddenly made my day better (not to mention singing "the climb" by Miley Cyrus earlier, had it played over 4shared.com).


I know myself in matter of handling failure. Yah, I die. (hehe) My whole life collapses over one mistake, huge mistake, especially if before hand I knew I could do it best. It keeps me asking, where did I go wrong? I'm not really good in accepting failure, I suck. It's like the end of the world.


Anyways, to cut the story short, I feel better now and these are the lines which helped me realize life is not perfect but you can always choose to be happy.


"you must be true to your heart, you must be true to your heart..." -mulan soundtrack.


"the greatest honor is having you as my daughter'- mulan. The movie just made my day better.


"because theres always gonna be another mountain, Im always gonna wanna make it move, always gonna be an uphill battle, sometimes Im gonna have to lose."-the climb, Miley Cyrus


I know it's high schoolish but sometimes you have to be that kiddish to just laugh over your mistakes and get on with life. :)