Try typing your name in the Ysearch or Google search bar. Be it web or images.
When I did, I found my past articles in sunstar, cdn, and interactive. I also had my name mentioned in some internet forums when members tagged my published articles. And I found my name in blogs and social networking websites.
I'm having a lazy Sunday. I don't have anything to do except for going to church this evening and writing my stories for tomorrow's newscast. For now, Im in bed thinking if I'm doing any good with my life.
I'm 24, next year I'll be 25.
Let me recall the timeline I made years ago...
I said that when I'm 21, I'll be having my own billboard. (hahaha). Have my dream job which by the time I made this plan I wasn't sure yet what my dream job is.
22, travel outside the country, open a savings account, pay for my brother's school (paying my brother's school is the only thing that I accomplished, I'm still doing it now, and my brother is already in 3rd year college. But Im not supporting him fully, 30 percent perhaps).
23, have my own car, my own house, successful.
Then I stopped. It was useless. Everytime I check the list, I only get disapponted. 99.9 percent of what I imagined life after college would be is impossible.
I learned to go with the flow, wait, and enjoy the present. But there are really times when you think that you should have gotten more than what you have now. But then again, how do you really measure success? Is it with your salary, status in the society, friends you are hanging out with, the place you are staying, the places you are often seen?
I do not have any idea.
Honetly right now, Im taking things slower. As what my Nanay said there is no shortcut if you really want to be successful and happy.
I have learned to find success and happiness in different venues. It's in everytime I find my published articles carried by several websites of concerned orgs. which means that your news articles matter and the details are vital to inflict change. It's in times when I receive thank you text message from my brother after sending him his allowance or tuition fee. It's when I'll be able to buy myself some personal stuff out from my own pocket, no matter how small it is (be it ukay-ukay or second hand gadgets). It's in times when I get a warm hug from my grandmother for being able to come home on weekends. It's when I get a thank you from my boyfriend for being a good girl (hehehe). It's when my bosses say thank you also when I volunteer for a job when someone in the office is absent. It's when my effort in trying to find time for my old friends (especially when in trouble) is appreciated.